im feeling beside myself lately, like everything isnt real. i think its from to much school or something, but school is out next week, thank god, or who ever. i need a break, i need to sleep for a week.
i havnt seen my girlfriend that often latly, i might see her today, i dont know. i saw her 2 days ago or something, cant remember. this is odd for me, cause since we started dating 2 months ago, we never spent a day apart until recently. its wierd, it doesnt really bother me having not seen her for a few days, like i thought it would, but im happy ill be seeing her today. i care for her, but i dont think i care for her as much as she cares for me, witch kind of scares me. well see how these things go.