i spent all day thursday with the head ache from HELL, it was terrible. what made it worse is that i spent the day with my grilfriend, and i was misserable so i felt like i was bringing her down, and all i could think of was how i really didnt want to be there. not cause i don tlike her company, but when i have a head ache, i get annoyed, VERY VERY FUCKING easily, and i didnt want to yell at her. she is really cool, but she gets on my nerves sometime,s but thats cause im a moody bitch.
i dont know if i want a girlfriend anymore, i think i want to be single, then ina month ill want a girlfriend again. i dont know what to do. i really like thea, but i dont really want to be her boyfriend. im going to talk to her baout it tomorrow, if i get the balls to do so, since im such a fucking pussy when it comes to emotions and shit.
on the other hand, i am going to be buying the domain www.blargblag.com soon and start a website about my artwork. that should be fun.
Being single
Being single does have it's advantages. You don't have to listen to someones bullshit all the time or pick up after them or have them in your face 24/7 or many of the other things that can happen when you're tied down. On the other hand, you miss out an all the good stuff.. is there good stuff? I think I remember most of it 🙂
maybe ya just need a little breather.
hey,
calm.
being single can be fun.
and then you can have fun. or something like it.
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scy
yeah, i know being single can be fun, i dont know what i want
breathe.
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scy
im going to talk to her tonight, i just really dont want to hurt her, caus ei do care for her, it just isnt fair to her
yes, that is the truth. you always should be honest about your feelings.
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scy
pleasent~
yay
^^;